It has been quite a while since I sat down and attempted to write something, and actually focus on it from start to finish. You see, paying attention and focusing on things is a huge challenge for my ADHD brain. Ever since I can remember, I couldn’t focus on one thing at a time. There are so many things that I want to think about, as well as things that I want to do—- all at the same time. Maybe it’s because I have to prove other people that I am not lazy, dumb and incompetent as what people make out ADHD-ers to be. I can do a boatload of things, and that I am actually skilled at something.
It’s a slippery-slope of things, and I’m making a sad attempt to synthesize everything and make decent solutions out of them.
But I’m hopeful that I’ll grow, and be the person that I want to be– in spite of my ADHD.